AfanElmo

A visual arts project at substation

2011-02-22T12:35:00.003+08:00

The image of loom of weaving, presents the perfect idea of an overlap- the horizontal and the vertical axis of a constant are present, and yet organic curves and spiral dance across them free-spirited and strangely still constrained to confines and tapestry.The expression "woof and wrap" is sometimes used metaphorially as might similary used "fabric" e.g "the warp and woof of a student's life." the expression is used as a metaphor for underlying structure on which something is built.An activity traditionally emblematic of classical feminine virtues such as modesty, chastity, and obedience—is used by Homer and Ovid to symbolize women’s resistance to the mores of a social patriarchy. Homer’s Penelope and Ovid’s Philomela and Arachne all use weaving to redefine themselves and their roles within a limited—and limiting—social environment. The women use this traditional symbol of a woman’s domestic role to wield power that has repercussions far beyond the domestic sphere. Not only do Homer and Ovid challenge the conventional idea of womanly virtue in the classical world, but they recast these women as authors of their own destinies, resisting social pressures, challenging patriarchal and Olympic authority, and defying the expectations of those who would exert control over them.By using weaving as a metaphor for resistance, Ovid and Homer demand that we re-examine our understanding of social power in the classical world. Though their environment and social roles limit their authority within the public sphere, Penelope, Philomela, and Arachne defi ne on their own terms how they will respond to their physical circumstances. Wielding a shuttle is not quite like wielding a sword, but by exercising traditional roles in untraditional ways, Homer and Ovid’s female characters still wield extraordinary social power, with profound social consequences.

Like A Star

2010-04-13T02:17:00.002+08:00

I want to fly to the sky to catch the stars in the dark night.

Im craving for a beautiful garden full of angels.

A.N.G.E.L

2010-03-29T03:54:00.002+08:00

If I Could Be Your Angel.
I'll Protect You From The Pain.
I'll keep You Save From The Danger.
You'll Never Hurt Again.

Part And Parcel Of Life

2010-03-09T13:10:00.002+08:00

"Part of the reality of life is hardship. That is not a negative statement. It is simply a statement of fact. Every day brings new challenges. Living with the expectation that life will be difficult makes hard times easier to deal with."

CHANGE

2010-03-01T17:17:00.003+08:00

The Only Constant Thing In This World Is CHANGES.

Look at the Bright side

2010-02-20T19:53:00.000+08:00

GEMINI

2010-02-04T15:24:00.003+08:00

GEMINI - The TwinNice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners. Very Good at confusing people... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Geminis will not take any crap from anyone. Geminis like to tell people what they should do and get offended easily. They are great at losing things and are forgetful. Geminis can be very sarcastic and childish at times and are very nosey. Trustworthy. Always happy. VERY Loud. Talkative. Outgoing. VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.

Happiness Will Come Soon

2010-02-02T13:48:00.003+08:00

You know, Life always got it`s up & downs.

Same goes to the Love Life.That without fail phrase , "What goes around comes around .What goes up must come down. " It will always happen.Should agree that Karma is always great when good things are done.

"Everybody Wants Happiness

Nobody wants pain

But you can't have a Rainbow

Without a little Rain."

When You Keep It

2010-01-30T02:56:00.004+08:00

When a GUY is quiet ...

millions of things are running in HIS mind.

When a GUY is not arguing ...

HE is thinking deeply.

When a GUY looks at u with eyes full of questions ...

HE is wondering how long you will be around.

When a GUY answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ...

HE is not at all fine.

When a GUY stares at you

HE is wondering why you are lying.

When a GUY lays on your shoulder ..

HE is wishing for you to be HIS forever.

When a GUY wants to see you everyday...

HE wants to be pampered.

When a GUY says ' I love you ' ..

HE means it.

When a GUY says ' I miss you ' ....

no one in this world can miss you more than that

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person

....Find a GUY..

who calls you back when you hang up on HIM.

who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the GUY who .....

kisses your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of HIS friends.

Who is constantly reminding you of how much HE cares about you and how lucky HE is to have you.

Who turns to HIS friends and says, ' That's HER!!

Dont Curse

2010-01-28T19:49:00.003+08:00

"I Want To Be Remembered As A Guy Who Always Smiles Even When His Heart Is Broken, And The One That Could Always Brighten Up Your Day Even If He Couldn't Brighten Up His Own."

Karma

2010-01-18T15:09:00.002+08:00

Staying away from someone doesnt solve anything in fact it create more confusion..Stay within the comfort zone and not the zone that brings to no where..A zone that was once created but was destroyed is never a good zone because the repairs may never be as strong as how the zone was firstly created..

Meet Me Halfway

2010-01-16T19:29:00.002+08:00

Blow Me A Kiss

Show Me Love

2010-01-05T18:15:00.004+08:00

Heartbreaks and promises I've had more than my share

I'm tired of giving my love and getting nowhere

What I need is somebody who really cares

I really need a lover who wants to be there

It's been so long since I touched a wanting hand

I can't put my love on the line that I hope you'll understand

So baby if you want me

You've got to show me love

Words are so easy to say

Don't you promise me the world all that I've already heard

This time round for me baby, actions speak louder than words

So if you're looking for devotion, talk to me

Come with your heart in your hands

Because my love is guaranteed

School Holiday

2009-12-28T19:33:00.006+08:00

Holidays Are Almost Over.A Quick View Of What We Had...

Thick And Thin

2009-12-27T05:14:00.002+08:00

Truths of life

2009-12-24T02:28:00.000+08:00

I Play By My Own Rules

2009-12-22T16:57:00.004+08:00

Never Take A Person For Granted.

Hold Every Person Close To Your Heart Cause You Might Wake Up One Day & Realise That

You've Lost A Diamond While Too Busy Collecting Stones.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUHD SUFIYAN

2009-12-21T17:00:00.000+08:00

DINNER AND DANCE I-VIC INTERNATIONAL 2009

2009-12-16T23:08:00.006+08:00

DRAMA

2009-12-13T22:20:00.003+08:00

D .-istract yourself from your emotion pain

R .-egress yourself back to your childhood

A .-djust your negativity

M . -aturity

A .-ll put into Actions

Never Ending

2009-12-03T20:29:00.001+08:00

.Find Your Gleam Of Light.

.In Your Darkest Path Of Life.

Up There One Day

2009-11-28T17:11:00.001+08:00

Moral Behind This Story

2009-11-21T20:16:00.004+08:00

Derick: I guess we are the left-overs in this world.

Lily: I think so…all of my friends have boyfriends, and we are the only the 2 people left in this world without any special person in our lives.

Derick: Yup, I don’t know what to do.

Lily: I know! We’ll play a game.

Derick: What game?

Lily: I’ll be your girlfriend for 30 days and you will be my boyfriend.

Derick: That’s a great plan, in fact, I don’t have anything to do much for the following few weeks.

DAY 1: They watch their first movie and they both are touched by the romantic film.

DAY 4: They went go to the beach and have a picnic. Derick and Lily have their quality time together.

DAY 12: Derick invited Lily to a circus and they ride through a Horror House. Lily was scared and she thought she touched Derick’s hand but she actually touched someone else’s hand they both laughed.

DAY 15: They saw a fortune teller down the road, and they asked for their future advice.The fortune teller said: “My darlings, please don’t waste the time of your life, spend the rest of your time together, happily.” Then tears flowed out from the teller’s eyes.

DAY 20: Lily invited Derick to go to the hill and they saw a meteor; Lily mumbled something.

DAY 28: They sat on the bus, and because of a bumpy road Lily gave her first kiss to Derick by accident.

DAY 29: 11:37 pm: Lily and Derick sat in the park where they first decided to play this game.

Derick: I’m tired Lily…Do you want anything to drink? I’ll buy you one…I’ll just go down the road.

Lily: An Apple Juice, that’s all. Thank you.

Derick: Wait for me.

20 minutes later A stranger approached Lily

Stranger: Are you a friend of Derick?

Lily: Yes, why? What happened?

Stranger: A reckless drunk driver ran over Derick, and he is in critical condition in the hospital.

11:57 pm:The doctor walked out of the emergency room; he handed Lily an apple juice and a letter.

Doctor: We found this in Derick’s pocket.

Lily reads the letter and it says: Lily, These past few weeks, I realized you are a really cute girl, and I am really falling for you-your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game. Before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my life.I love you, Lily.

Lily crumpled up the paper and shouted: “Derick! I don’t want you to die-I love you; remember that night when we saw a meteor and I mumbled something. I mumbled that I wish we would be together forever and that we would never have to end this game. Please don’t leave me Derick .. I love you! You can’t do this to me!”

Then the clock strikes 12… Derick’s heart stopped pumping…It was the 30th day.

Moral of the story…. Tell Someone u love them before it is too late…..

Never

2009-11-19T01:07:00.002+08:00

I Thought Im The Type Who Easily Give Up.

But I didn't..

Car Driving license.."CHECKED!"

2009-10-26T19:20:00.003+08:00

AFTER THE 3RD TIME AND FINALLY!

SEE YOU ON THE ROAD !

People change

2009-10-24T22:03:00.006+08:00

As time goes by,you will realise that people change.Indeed their inner or their outer self.Be it changing for the better or to the worst, you will have to accept them.You may miss the old them or like the new them.Its all up to the individual.Put in mind that no one is perfect in this world.Learn that life is unfair, overcome every challenges step by step.Never give up on life.Look on the bright side and enjoy your life.Put more attention on your feelings first then followed by the others.

Perjumpaan Hurry Rare Year

2009-10-19T00:14:00.007+08:00

WITH THE PONDOK FAMILY

...Carpark Phototaking...

...At Faidhi's Crib...

...At Aidil's Crib...

...At MY Crib...

----Finally got to gather all the pichas----

I Miss Us

2009-10-12T22:57:00.003+08:00

I never want to say good bye.But from time to time I thought after telling you how I felt, you could do something better but eventually I still kept waiting for it to appear.How am I suppose to forget about you? You are always stuck in my mind.I really hate this feeling right here, right now. Always feel insecure cause you are out there by your own world.I really hope one day you'll see the whole picture and realise that what I did , meant that I really love you.

Thank God Its Junk Night

2009-10-10T18:19:00.006+08:00

This Is When,

We Were Brought Up High To Talk To The Moon And Mingle With The Stars.

Ps: I just hope that one day I could sit down and clarify things with her.

Lost Will Soon Become A Gift

2009-10-07T22:52:00.002+08:00

Where Have All The Cool Kids Gone To?

Silent

2009-09-26T22:07:00.002+08:00

Will you miss me?

Will I be just a bad memory of the past,

A freak like me who couldn't take it any longer,

Or will you remember me with joy in the soul?

A question to be ask

2009-09-25T03:21:00.002+08:00

What Makes Your Life Happy?

Feeling good, Feeling Alright

2009-09-24T19:09:00.004+08:00

...Come To Life...

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Smile,all it takes for a Beautiful Day

2009-09-23T05:38:00.004+08:00

Life Is Actually Beautiful,You Just Have To Know How To Play The Game.

I Miss Waking Up With A Smile .

HARI RAYA 2009

2009-09-20T23:23:00.004+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA SEMUA!!

Spent my malam raya with my long lost best friend,Hyril to Bazaar geylang and then to Changi Beach and went back around 6a.m.When I woke up,Daddy was already back from Brunei for Syawal and it puts a smile on my face on the afternoon of Hari Raya.Had a great day.Till here den..

My dream

2009-09-19T02:27:00.002+08:00

My Dream I want My love,My love is just for You.

My Dream I want my love,my love is to be with you.

Where are you?

2009-09-16T16:24:00.003+08:00

Hey Fuckerzx! I am just so restless today and I didn't sleep the whole night.Where could you be?There is still no response from you.Hari raya is around the corner and Im still lazing around.No preparation and my room is still not tidy yet.ERGH! this year syawal will be a DOOMED.

Unconciously Dangerous.

2009-09-15T02:20:00.013+08:00

THIS IS WHEN,

THE LOST WORLD IS BEYOND MY

CONTROL.

UNAWARE OF THE SURRONDINGS.

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I have to apologise to you guys.Beware that Junks can change friends to foe.Never let paranoid lead you.

Candle light of happiness

2009-09-09T06:20:00.003+08:00

You Wont Know,

How Much Someone Means To You

until you lose them.

2009-09-04T03:06:00.002+08:00

Soul being tortured,

Being discriminated,

Show me the way,

Bring me the light,

Im still clueless of the right pathway in life.Can anyone show me signs?.Hey people, realise that you live in this world only for a moment.Bring your soul nearer to him.Ignore being hurt, let your doubt free.Thats the right way in life.Bring your life to the right way.When you ask yourself which is the right path,your life is the answer to you.

NOT HOPING

2009-09-03T03:23:00.004+08:00

LIFE

IS ABOUT FLYING HIGH

Be strong with the decisions you make.Not to be frickle minded but to be sure with your aim in life.Ignore people's assumption and stand up for what you think.Being confuse is not an option as it will make it more complicated.Thank god for what he had created you which is to be strong and overcome every challenges in life.So use that strength to overcome those blames and assumptions by your haters.Find a solution in life.Do what is best for you.Follow your heart and insticts.Stand up for your rights.I'll be there.

Night life

2009-09-01T19:00:00.002+08:00

One week of school holidays have past by,night life everday.Having late night sleeps and seldom on bed.My old man in currently in Brunei for a buisness trip and will be back in the morning of Syawal. Sad to say that this month of Ramadhan,will be spending time with only the other 2 members of the family.

A Dream Classmates

2009-08-30T02:42:00.008+08:00

It came to point where I enjoyed going to school just the sake of my classmates.DAMN! they are the best classmates that I had in history.Sad to say holidays have started and after this we will be in seperate classes.Im gona miss the fun and laughter we had.A mix of different personality in class was just awesome.New things I had learn by being with them.Different personality but the same attitude.We are the students that Faci's had a nightmare on. KEEP IN TOUCH GUYS! meet up soon!

Your dilemma

2009-08-29T17:58:00.002+08:00

One thing in life,Its always came to a part where you are in a dilemma of two options.You want both, but you could only eventually choose only one.Always follow your heart not your mind in your choice.Dont be blinded by what you think as it might possibly regret you in the later part.So choose your choice wisely.Forget your history and start kissing your future.Grab the better option so you wont lose anytin in the end.

ps:What the hell im doing here?I dont belong here

The hardest button to button

2009-08-25T00:41:00.008+08:00

HEY DERE FUCKERS!! WOHHOO! had a great weekend I suppose.Celebrating MAMAT's birthday and also an advance birthday to ZAA..Well,headed to haji lane for sheesha-ing AGAIN!.Semakin lamer semakin mendak pulak sheesha..pffts -.-.I was just slouching by the side and hearing to them talking cock.AHAH! sorry guys I just felt tired after my exams.But guess what ?!I was fully awake when we reached airport..Feeling so energetic and we became insane..Do not want to exaggerate more as its just humiliating..

till here den..

SO LONG FUCKERS..

Me,Zaa,Pak-tam

Iman,Afan,Mamat,Kocok

Psychedalic Us

Spot Our Dumb Head??

Define alone

2009-08-24T02:01:00.007+08:00

.....HEART FULL OF SOUL.....

....SEND ME AN ANGEL....

...DREAMING MODE...

..CREEP..

A Day Out With Classmates

2009-08-22T02:23:00.007+08:00

Hey Fuck-lings!! back in updating my page.Previously we had plan a day out with classmates.Despite only a small number of us, we really enjoyed that day.From sheesha at haji lane to Marina Jetty to "Chicken farm".Well guys,its the first time I had a proper outing with them and deep secrets were revealed.Suprisingly i got to know each of everyone of them have the other side of personality.We start with Farhan;Its the first time he is in a serious mode.Iqmal;Finally stop boasting about music and talks about religion.Hafiz;Finally know how to regret in the sins he did.Ban;His dirty little secrets were revealed.

till here then fuckers!

PICTURE OF THE DAY.WHEN SELANGOR MEETS INDON

Dora The Explorer

2009-08-15T17:31:00.000+08:00

Hey Fark-lers..Noting much to update.but yesterday was awesome.We went exploring and guess where we went??our favourite usual place...

dex·tro·me·thor·phan

2009-08-10T15:09:00.001+08:00

HALLUCINATION

I need you

2009-08-08T11:50:00.002+08:00

The couple that fights the most is the one most in love. . .It shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it together..When you stop fighting means you stop caring..

Believe that !

Dia Itu Akhir Nafasku

2009-08-06T18:15:00.002+08:00

IF YOU CARE AND LOVE SOMONE DONT LOSE A GRIP ON THE PERSON.YOU'LL NEVER KNOW THAT THE ONE YOU LET GO MIGHT BE THE ONE YOU'VE WAITED FOR ALL YOUR LIFE.

Dont Fall Back Now

2009-08-02T15:51:00.002+08:00

Hey farkers! Updating my blog today.So jyea.My pay have arrive a few days back and I have al0t of plans with that money but sad to say my pay is not that much.CbCbCb!
So I spent my Saturday night at town with beloved friends.We went to marina square wanting to watch the fireworks but the fireworks eventually started when we were eating at Macdonalds.So we had miss the chance of watching it.Damn it!
After that,they accompanied me to RastaFari.I was so choosy and end up buying a shirt that was not my size!..pfftt!hahaha..FUCKER!
After walking round the whole of city hall, we did what we are suppose to do.Doing the thing that we always use to do at town on Saturday nights.Our favourite pastime habit back then.Time rewind to the days back then.The time that we were at our joyful state.Its when we were at the happiest moments of our life.....Its OUR ALWAYS DRINKING SESSION!!hahaha! till here then....SO LONG FUCKERS!!!

IGNITE

2009-07-29T10:12:00.001+08:00

Hello Farkers!hahaha..there are some leftover pictures of ignite.

Bad Boys Are Unpredictable

2009-07-26T17:01:00.013+08:00

Life have been sucks for me lately but I tried to ease a little by going out with beloved friends.So for the past week we junk at town and I had went to IGNITE on Friday.Moshing,screaming,body surfing was the antidote.Its a night to be remebered.There are some pictures for you guys to see below and there are more but its with my friends and i couldn't manage to get them so ya.I had only pictures after ignite with Faidhi and Zaa

SPOT ME IF U CAN IN THE VIDEO BELOW

Till here then
ADIOS FARKERRZZ!!!

Life totally sucks

2009-07-22T01:54:00.007+08:00

Ok..Now im feeling paranoid,dissapointed and also frustrated at the same time!

Firstly,I fail my Driving Car test again.N mind you its MY SECOND TIME! FUCK MAN!! i was nervous and everyting just cock up! haiiiyyaa!! Till when will i stop failing?!When will i pass? Org pon nk feeling2 bwk sendiri kat road.Go car ride with friends..Sampai biler aku nk naik public transport..PPFFTTT!! LIFE SUCKS!

Secondly, ive spent most of my savings on that car test and practical.And now im broke.Tell me how to enjoy to ease my tense!??Need to wait for my next pay which is end of the month??and guess wad i tot and plan of spending all my coming pay on enjoyment and stuffs! but i still have to save some for my next driving test and pracs..LIFE SUCKS EVEN MORE!

Thirdly!, ive been skipping school just because im having my car pracs..and guess what..Ive receive a warning letter from school already.and my grades are going down the drain.

LIFE SUCKS MORE N MORE!

Fourthly, the feeling just sucks when u r missing dat somone badly but could not get to be with that somone..feeling lonely,empty,restless.THIS TIME IT SUCKS TO THE CORE!

So the moral of the story..LIFE SUCKS!

Ps: somtimes I feel that life has never been fair for me and that other people seems to be so happy with their life and somtimes I feel I might as well not live.

Listening ear

2009-07-19T14:27:00.007+08:00

THIS IS MUMMY MOLLY!

Ok ni post untok kau molly..haha..So i spent the past 2 days with mamat and molly..So on friday molly beep me and says:

"Afan kau kat ner?nanty nk jumpe aku ngn mamat nak tengok wayang.aku blanjer"

And I was like HUH?! BLANJER! ok set!..haahaha!! I was wondering to myself asl la die nk blanje kiter out of a sudden....Lupe2nyer ade cerite di sebaliknyer..hahahha..She got a fight with her bf and needs somone to accompany her to ease her tense.Yela Nad tkd kat singapore bab tu kau carik kiter dua la kan..hahhaha!! tkpla niwei its fun..N sorry ehk movie yang kau blanje tu aku tertido pulak dalam theatre..hahaha!!HARRY POTTER such a pain in the ass..Cerite tk ade climax sey buat aku tido jek..hahahah!

But ni molly ade giler siket..kejap2 mcm org giler ketawe kuat and the next ting u noe she is crying.Aiyo molly2! Aku tau kau sayangkn die..INGAT ape advice yang aku ngn mamat kasi kau. Tkmo kau dgr masok kiri kluar kanan. U need to change ureself coz every guy wants wads best out of her girl.He wants to be proud of having u so jyea start changing now.!!Dont waste ur long relationship wif him down the drain...Kau slalu advice aku maser aku heartbroken..Skrng aku nyer turn la advice kau..hahah!All the best!Trust me he still loves u and wants the best of u..As a friend aku cume bolei advice kau but it is up to kau to change..

So on Saturday which was yesterday..Me , Mamat and Zaa accompanied her to eat after work.Molly kau da mcm Mak kiter siol!hahahah!! cara2 kau da mcm mak orang..hahah!!For now on we should call u MUMMY MOLLY I guess..hahahah!! the most irritating part..ONE DOLLAR, ONE DOLLAR, TISSUE PAPER ONE DOLLAR!HAHAHA!!*inside joke*till here den....

Ps: I wonder is it a matter of time?

Junkies Vintage.

2009-07-15T20:39:00.008+08:00

Ok in this post ill show only pichas of wad me and my friends did diz week..Went out with the 'Biseng Cuzzens' Nad and Azyan with the other beautiful humans.Both Azyan and Nad are going back to London and Australia soon .So we guys better make a memorial one while they are in Singapore.We were like camwhoring like nobody buisness and some of the pics were cool!!

2009-07-13T18:59:00.003+08:00

Hey2 Guys out there..I was bored and my friend here,Iqek ,ask me to do this quiz which she had recently taken.Well I guess this quiz tells everyting about me.Its true on how I felt and how I think.Everyting is so true about me.So I would like to share it with you guys.You guys should do it too.Here is the link

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education:

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

go.going.gone

2009-07-10T20:35:00.014+08:00

CAMWHORING IN CLASS!THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS IF 3 OF THE CLOWNS ARE IN THE SAME GROUP! NOTHING PRODUCE BUT ONLY CHAOS!HAHAHA!!MIND YOU! WE ARE NOT GAYS!!HAHAAHHA!!!

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Meaning of friends

2009-07-09T11:29:00.004+08:00

They are the friends that never fail to make me smile.Never felt alone.Just wana thank you guys for the advice and for cheering me up all diz while..Thank you.

Ps:When you say the words "I Love You", they should carry with them the desire to show someone that you love them, not what you simply want to feel. When you say it make sure you really mean it and are willing to do anything for that special person.

love or lust?

2009-07-08T17:05:00.004+08:00

Another day has gone.I'm still all alone.How could this be.You're not here with me.You never said goodbye.Someone tell me why.Did you have to go?And leave my world so cold.Everyday I sit and ask myself.How did love slip away.Something whispers in my ear and says.That you are not alone.For I am here with you.Though you're far away.I am here to stay.For I am here with you.Though we're far apart.You're always in my heart.

Tribute to M.J

My Last Wish To You

2009-07-02T18:51:00.043+08:00

Ps:My life is just happy as it is but with ure presence it adds meaning to my life.

Sad to say... i did fall for u.. not just to love u as a friend.. Its more than that.. i love u fer who u r.. love u to be there fer me.. love u to be by my side ... love to talk to u.. love to make u smile.. love to make u laugh... all it means is... I LOVE U.. i truely do... but i dont think it ever gonna happen between us... though from the start i knew that u cant forget him... i took the risk when i pick u up when u fall... and i guess i have to face the consequences ... guess this is it...
I thought of stopin but i just could not get u out of my mind.. but i guess now i have to force myself to leave.... its fer ur own good.. im not good enough..hes the one whos been there fer u... go wif him... love him wif all ur hearts... forget bout me..im just a friend to u all this while... im just someone to be there to make u smile... i never and will never will regret knowing u... u showed me care u showered me wif happiness... u filled my days wif joy and laughter... thanks fer letting me love u... fer till this very moment i never have known how and what u felt towards me... u never told me before... guess i just could have the ans... i hope theres a moment when u love me too... and im happy fer once that u miss me..guess if im gone i hope u wont miss me so much aites... do take good care of urself... be a good daughter , sister and also good partner to him... love him wif all ur hearts... miss him and not me... love him and not me... remember him always and ferget bout me... i hope u wont regret knowin me and u wont hate me fer this... i love u soo much... i hope u do understand.. all im praying for is to love u and be love in return..and for all i know.. my feelings towards u are sincere.. truely sincere in loving u.. not just mere saying... but i guess i could never win u..guess im now out of option to how to make this work... my love fer u would never fade... i will miss u... and i know in reality i can never be wif u... its only in our fairyland that i can be close to u... so anytime u miss me.close ur eyes and i will be there wif u.... i hope someday i know how u felt fer me. And i really miss the old times.
I miss those fone calls..

i miss your words..

i miss your laughter..

I miss the moments watching movies with you.

I miss sitting by the beach talking about life with you.

I miss walking around aimlessly at shopping malls with you.

I miss having lunch at macdonalds with you.

I miss webcamming with you just to see you fall asleep.

I miss alighting at ure place and waiting for the last bus just to spent more time with you.

i miss every single second spent with you..

And most importantly..

I MISS YOU..

But i know all this are just not coming back..It aint going the way where i wanted it to be..And seriously its not your fault..And i really dont blame your relationship for this..Well ill just have to accept that its over between us..Till we meet again..

There is this song i would like to dedicate it t o u..

Title:Di Antara kalian

Ku akui ku sangat-sangat menginginkan mu

Tapi kini ku sadar ku diantara kalian

Aku tak mengerti ini semua harus terjadi
Ku akui ku sangat-sangat mengharapkan mu

Tapi kini ku sadar ku tak akan bisa

Aku tak mengerti ini semua harus terjadi
(Korus)

Lupakan aku kembali padanya

Aku bukan siapa siapa untukmu

Ku cintaimu tak berarti bahwa

Ku harus milikimu slamanya
aaah.. aaa..

Long and Lost

2009-07-01T19:54:00.001+08:00

Ok guys!! Im Updating!hahah weellll....lots of things happen to me this week..Feeling happy but also emotional at the same time.

Firstly,Sunday was owesome.wanna wish HAPPY 2 YEARS OLD AIMAN!ahahha..my lil cuzzie's bday and we had our lunch at ROYAL PARK HOTEL..haha.The food was super! Ive uploaded a few pics as the rest of the pics is with Nadhrah's camera.

Thats Aiman who is being carried by Naj..The Cuzzens
Me and Little Aishah

The Siblings So Secondly, Ive met afew of my long lost friends.Nadiah & Azyan had their school breaks overseas and now back in Singapore.So went to meet up with them with Zahir on monday.Boleh jadik giler layankn dorang oi..BISENG NK MAMPOS! and they were like talking non-stop.Talking without any full-stop or even a coma..PENAT LA SIOL AKU LAYAN KORANG!kat Australia ngn London dorang ajar korang jadik giler ker??hahaha..JKJK!
INTRODUCING THIS IS NADIAH AND AZYAN..THE GILERZ!

And not to forget..met another long-lost-friend.MIRAOHMIRA!haha Met at civc-centre after school together with her ex and along with Jumi!!Great people to hang around with...Till her than..toodles..

Like A Kite

2009-06-27T22:37:00.004+08:00

BORED LIFE! NOTHING TO LOOSE NOW

A question that pop up of my mind:

Sometimes My Eyes Get Jealous Of My Heart!!! You Know Why?

Because.....You Always Remain close to my HEART n FAR from my EYES.

Sorry guys!! Ive not been updating my blog for SSOOO LOONGG!!hahahhaha..Well nothing interesting happen to me..so Jyea nothing to update. Life so boring recently.Im stuck in school and my friends are enjoying their holidays.PFFT! Im just leading my typical life now ..SCHOOL,WORK,SLEEP..bored! bored! bored!..
Firstly, Im happy she is getting better everyday.Hope u'll recover fully soon and be healthier as ever!!hahah.pity u so much eventhough I make fun of u.
Secondly,school is getting more difficult, lessons are getting more boring and mood for studying are fading away.
Thirdly, i appreciate my classmates as they are the ones who make my day in school enjoyable.Need to thank Farhan and Hafiz for that.Thanks for being the joker although u guys are somtimes a pain in the ass.And thank Hafiz for the advice.Jyeah! love is like flying a kite.
Farhan says:Republic Poly have 9 new cases of H1N1! i am so proud of my school! -_-"

Republic Poly is going to be like the game Left 4 Dead soon due to H1N1.

hahahaha!! I was laughing when i read this at his facebook's wall...ahahhaha!

SCHOOL RE-OPENS

2009-06-18T01:38:00.011+08:00

A Day In School.Thats What I have To Say.

With MURDOC
With MURDOC,ALFRED,FARHAN YO

PS:Im missing u,Hope you're fine

Back To School Life!!

2009-06-14T21:17:00.004+08:00

Bye2 Holidays!! Back To School! I swear im not looking forward for school.There is no reason for me to look forward for school now.Besides my crazy classmates.Frustrated!!errgghh!! my friends only began their holiday and now its my turn to go back to school!! DAMN! 2 weeks is not enough for me.I want more holidays plzz..Ive not enjoy enough!

Ok Currently feeling tired at the moment.Im not having enough sleep for the past few days.Going Back very late and sleep only a few hours cause ive had to buzz for work! But yesterday was awesome! i got to feel whats DRIFT!wwoohhoo!! I was inside BOB's car when he did his drift.SUPER COOL!!and at the same time my heart was pumping at the same time..Was feeling shaggy too as it was my first time expericing it!hahahah!!I WANA LEARN TO DRIFT TO!!hhhaa..soon to be DRIFT KING!!hahahhaahhaha!!

See the video below.BOB did his drift!wwohho!

Black IS Back

2009-06-12T05:29:00.007+08:00

(P.S.I dyed my hair BLACK!)

Time check..Its 5.30a.m..and im still not asleep yet..Still lying on my bed.I just got back.Firstly just now i went to town.Accompany HadiKocok to buy some stuff at FarEast plaza and then went back to pasir ris to slack with the rest..And guess what it was in the middle of the night at around 3a.m and we were slacking under Iman's block and making alot of noises.Orang malam jumaat kat rumah mengaji tapi kiter kat luar tengah buat bising .And dere is our friend BOB keep taking video of us..as we were damn bored!There is this candid video that he took that I tot it was funny..hahah! ignore our voices and faces.Dah 3 pagi..muke masai suare pon mcm sial!hahahah!!We sang like nobody buisness just to kill our boredom..hahahha!!

KILL OUR BOREDOM!

!!CANDID!!!WHEN WE BERIJIWANG!hahahahah!

A Simple Thought

2009-06-07T23:30:00.012+08:00

AFAN LOVE SUSHI

Today was a long day for us.Started with work till in the afternoon and need to rush to a Wedding ceremony.It was MIMI's EX'S Brother who got married.Congrats!May god bless the Sweet couples!Orang tengah ade jemputan and kiter sempat bergamba di belakang!hahah!Next stop headed to Downtowneast to play pool and had our dinner.A tired day but it was enjoyable.

BusY Holidays...

2009-06-05T16:30:00.014+08:00

Sorry guys I have been silent for the pass few days.Well holidays have started and Im busy with work.Its my first time being so commited to werk.hahahah!!maklomla..Nw tengah nak kejakn duit for my 2nd time t.p which falls next month.So I need money for my car-prac and curcuit revision.So jyea Ive been spending my holidays at werk and only got a few days o f rest.Well spent my off day with my colleagues.They treat me pastamania!!wwooo!!As a belated birthday treat.And guess what?Im the only guy.PAISEY SIOL!!mamat was suppose to follow but he cant make it leaving me alone behind being bullied by them.So it was me,NAD,MOLLY,MOONA and ISHA

Ok Firstly I wana thanks both of them NAD and MOLLY for the treat at pastamania..HAHAH!! so swit of you guys to treat me for my BIRTHDAY ..AND thanks NaD for being our driver for the day..hahahahhah!!!pandai pulak ko carik block aku ehk..hahhahaha..

OK this is molly!! Also known as BUDAK METTA!haha!! I dont know why but she just react to things differently from a normal human being!hahahah!!Niwei thanks for the motherly advice.Your so like my mother.But an irritating mother who humilate me infront of others!takpe ko tunggu jek nasib ko baik dat time aku sorang nnty kat keje ko jage!And one more thing kalau kau "wanita terhebat" aku sanggop siol jadik gay..hahahah!!DUMBASS!Niwei thanks again I think without you that day our day will be silent.Cant laugh for ure stupidity and your metta attitude.HAHAHAH!!!

So there are still some more photos and I have uploaded for you guys to see.till here then toodles! xoxo~afan~

BIRTHDAY OUTING!!!

2009-05-30T06:03:00.007+08:00

Time check! its 6.00a.m and ive just reach home..OK!! WELL!! I had alot of fun today!!satu hari suntok keluar!!hahaha!!But one bad thing happened!!PICTURES IN MY CAMERA ARE LOSTT!!!DDDAAMMMNN!!!!I had only a few pics! I do not know why but ITS LOSSTT!! FUCKER CAMERAA!!!SPOILT MY MOOD!!URE SUCHA PAIN IN THE ASS!! weell!!its ok!!

WELL2!! So I have to story to u guys what had happen.Firstly we went karakoe-ing with IMAN and MIMI and had lots of fun!Nyanyi sampai tkd suare lagi..hahahha!!Sing till sun sets and we headed to SEOUL GARDEN at tampines mall to have our Dinner..Faidhi tagg along with us there..WOW!! tell u the food was awesome and we are damn full!..Iman makan sampai mabok..hahahha!!Its damn worth it..MAKAN SAMPAI MAMPOS!hahahah!..

3rdly went to pondok to meet the rest.The beautiful humans were there..Slack with them for a while than we went to Faidhi's cousin's chalet..Had a little of drink and was tipsy-pipsy.Although I said I do not want to drink on my birthday but sorry I lied!hahahah!!Orang da offer takkan nk tolak kn...hahaah!

4thly we headed to YD2(Yishun damp 2) which we invented a new word for that place..hahahah!!which is infront of White Sand shopping centre..hahahah..budak2 motor bnyk kat saner lepak2..So waited there for the PIZZAHUT RIDERS CLEN to come and we went riding...1 car and 8 motors.....Kilas-mengilas.....hhahahah..So we headed to town and slack at memo..which was around 1.30a.m...Biler sume da lapa, headed to simpang bedok to eat SUPPER!..But i cant eat as Im still not hungry after eating Seoul garden..

AND NOW HERE I AM IN MY ROOM UPDATING MY BLOG!!Im sorry guys the photos ive taken today are all gone!!ppfftt!! only some were safe.And there is a video of us karaoke-ing!!haha KEKEK SIOOOOLL!!! enjoy viewing it!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!..

2009-05-29T01:20:00.014+08:00

OK! time check itx 1.20 a.m..and i have received 27 wishes from friends and classmates and beautiful humans..Well! i had a long day today..Long hours of school and had my U.T test after school..OMG!!I was damn tired!!!So i met my parents after school as they wanted to have dinner with me.We headed to Hougang to eat SEAFOOD!!wweehhee!!MUMMY BOUGHT FOR ME PERFUME AND DADDY GIMME SOME CASH TO SPENT!!....CHILLI CRAB WAS THE BEST DERE!!hahahah..N I swear i was damn fucking full.My stomach was bloated till its hard for me to walk..hahhaha!! Den i headed to pondok and met the rest!!hahahah..Played betting again and ive lost $1.90..hahah..PATHETIC!!not that bad..Pity Faidhi as he had lost $10 to fiq..hahahahah!!!STUPID ASSHOLE!! Lose that much still continue betting..DUMB-ASS!!..Well we had planned for later's outing..haha hope everyting's goes well!EXCITED! EXCITED! EXCITED!!ok guys..Ive took some pics with my family just now..well this is my first time Im posting my family's pic hahahha!!

Its Just the Beginning.There is more to go!hahah

Candid!!

My Mom is acting cute..hahah!!

My dad who seldom smile!hahahah

Sister and dad!

When Mom and Son starts to camwhore!hahah

SIBLINGS RAWKS!

Ok guys till here than but ill update again for my Birthday outing with my friends aites??so jyea stay tune... love u guys!!t.c!!!!

Ps:HAPPY!she gave me a bday wish! ;)

WORDS COULD SAY

2009-05-21T18:44:00.007+08:00

I’ve tried to settle down.Every time I called your name.You were never around nowhere to be found.You should have been honest.With not knowing u were having second thoughts.But it was you with someone else, when I thought you would give up everything for me.And you left me by myself,All alone on my own,Waiting for you,With shady tears of a clown. But I got to make it stop.Hey girl you see all I wanted was a special relationship and thats what I always wanted.Never thought you would do this foolish thing to me.
We had it going on but you always made it seems wrong .
Was it love or lust? Tears drop fall? We are drifting in ecstasy.
Its my love, Its your life.Your everything I want in mind.Im trying hard not to cry for my own pride. Tell me how you feel inside. I hope you’re feeling what I am saying.
If you were mine,do whats right .Hoping that you would stay.
Hurt and pain. It hurts me so bad and I feel the pain......But im still missing you....

CrAziLy

2009-05-19T18:39:00.003+08:00

Well ,feel like blogging today as 2 days I was silent ..Ok today was a normal school day with crazy classmates..As usual going around disturbing people..Breaking the school rules and irritate the teachers..Instead of studying we are playing games on the net shouting and screaming while the faci's is trying his best explaining.We planned to club next week to powerhouse.On Wednesday as to celebrate my advance birthday and also belated Sham's birthday but we are not confirm yet as many have their own plans and the next day is a schooling day..So ya we havent confirm yet.If u guys wana see how crazy my classmates are.This video im posting is only a peek of it.WARN YOU! we are worst at times..hahahah!!

GHOSTBUSTER!

2009-05-17T15:42:00.021+08:00

Ok..Its 3.45 now and i just woke up..Yesterday was a tiring day for me.. For after a long time I didn't work for long hours and yesterday I finally did it again.As the cut of date for the pay for end of this month is this week.So I took overtime and worked 10 hours and was damn tired..My head was feeling heavy and need alot of smoke breaks..Thanks molly and mamat for sparing me ciggy-ies..hahahah!

So i was back at home at 9p.m and I was dropped dead on my bed...But i do not want to sleep coz at night they have made planss..JJYEAA!! ITX TIME TO BE GHOST-BUSTERRRSS!!hahhaah..

We proceed with our plan to go to the CEMETRY again ..But this time round, lesser people are following and there is ain't no experienced person..So we are being independent and also this time round we took more pictures..We reached there at around 1a.m .If you guys spot anyting unusual in any of the pictures just keep it to ureself.. as wad fiq always say "ANGGAPLAH INI SEMUA HANYALAH SUATU HIBURAN"hahahaha.. A good tip to be in ure mind for you guys if ure facing a creepy situation.

But this time round, we went off from the cemetry a little early at around 4a.m as with there is no "orang yang badan berisi" we better not being so daring as we were afraid that anyting could happen to us and there is no one around to seek for help.As usual some of us see and smell unusual things but we thank god that all of us went back safely....Allhamdulilah...Well i did not story much about the trip but let the photos of us show what we did there...Spot how many orbs there were...

The start of the trip!!

Chinese Cemetry

Spot the orbs

In the Christian's abondoned Chapel

Unexplained smoke

Old malay Cemetry

Thats all folks....

xoxo afan

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY FAIDHI!!!

2009-05-14T00:49:00.012+08:00

Well2!!! it was almost 12a.m at midnight counting down the seconds to Faidhi's 17th Birthday..well not a choatic celebration but it was a memorial one.Cheer up Faidhi in anything you do..U r already 17 and old enough to think.Ok..so called up mac to ordered some food while we slack under the voideck..so called "birthday dinner" hahhaha!!..WOW!! ordered to much food till im dead full!!cant even walk.!! MAC MADNESS!!WE took some pics but ignore our faces muke nga masai!!haha da malam saper nk gi tengok!haha..so after that we went back to faidhi's home to slack and headed home at around 3a.m....

So woke up the next day and called Mimi and Faidhi and we headed to Tampines 1 as Faidhi wanted to get some stuff!hahahah..but sedihnyer tak ade size..aaww!!!headed back to Pondok and meet the other half of Beautiful humans..LAUGH OUT ALL WE WANTT!!hahahah!!

Iqek!~Slipper putos gi curik slipper orang

Syaf!~quarelling with Fiq about going to club

Fiq and me!~ joget tektonik mcm org giler

ssssooooo chaotic!!!

ok guys diz are some pix that were taken just now.

MAC MADNESS!! IQNORE OUR FAces!!

k ni sumpah syiok sendiri..hahaha!!

till here den! xoxo..afan

Ps:I miss u,Im weak without you

LiEs FLiEs

2009-05-12T12:52:00.010+08:00

Why?..Why must you lie to me over a small matter? Wad Did I do to deserve this.?If you think Im young and stupid well u r lie-ing the wrong person..So nw I knew u have been keeping someting from me for a period of time right??You hate it when guys dumped you but y r u doink it to me??Ive GavE up Winning over ure heart.I SWEAR! each patients have its limits and thanks for exceeding the limit.If ure saying I keep on blaming you well Im a type of person that is DIRECT..If you hate it u can just leave..

Well,Yesterday Faidhi called me up and coincidently he was also having problem with AQAI..so we decided to take a step higher in releasing our tense..so we called for VODKA!! So met Faidhi and Razif at central and We sat at SeaShell park to drink..Sharing our problems and singing like nobody buisness..And there came along Mimi.And hell yeah he had also problems with his GF..WTF! such a suwey day today
After that, met IQEK!! and as usual iqek thanks for d advice! u make me smile!!Thanks Beautiful human!

I went back home and I drop dead on my bed..And today i skipped skul...

Ps: Dont regret if one day u loose me and when u think back for what I've done all diz while meant that I really love you.

xoxo afan

karaoke is the antidote!

2009-05-06T22:53:00.004+08:00

Woke up at around 1 plus and tings when wrong..haiizz..Well called Faidhi who was at school.Well he was also having some problems.So I suggested to go karaoke at Grandlink.So met him at Paya Lebar..Sorry gang for making u wait..hahah!!We sing till we had no voice!!hahah..3 hours of karaoke-ing..hahaha.To release the tense that we had in our mind! WOW! I swear it really help to release our tense! Its like the antidote for releasing our tense!!Name me all the songs..Jiwang, dangdut,english..we covered it all!!hahaha..ok here is a piece of wad we had..sorrie ehk suare kiter bknyer sedap sngt.n sorry d video is not clear..eennjjoyyyzzz..

xoxo afan

BEAUTIFUL HUMANS

2009-05-06T13:28:00.004+08:00

Ok a simple entry to thank you for being dere in my ups and my downs and listening my problems and also giving me advices.Without you guys I guess ill be lost in this world.Thanks guys! I appreciate every help u guys gave and hope our friendship last till d end....Being With you guys are great.. BEAUTIFUL HUMANS

Almost Everything..Maybe Not Anymore

2009-05-04T19:37:00.004+08:00

School was bbborrrriinnkk...can you see my expression on the pic above..Oh gosh! sleepy and also feeling restless for some reasons..But lab session was fun anyway ..get get to mingle around with wires and chips..N GUESS WAD!! I burn one of the chips as i set the voltage to high..The whole lab smell of burnt smoke.!!hahahah..n u noe wad my stupid faci(teacher) scolded me??

FACI: YOU BUSTED YOU..U THINK THIS IS A CHALET BBQ IZIT??

The whole class started laughing..HAHAH!!!STUPID FACI!!HE IS SUCH A JERK!!N HE CANT EVEN SPEAK CORRECT ENGLISH..STUPID MYANMAR FACI..I DUNNO WAD IS HE SPEAKING ALL THIS WHILE..TWISTED TOUNGE..SUCH A PAIN IN THE ASS!!!HAHAH!!

After School went central to slack with faidhi while we grab a bite from the bakery shop..damn hungry! Again sharing our relationships problem..hhaahah..well we have somtin in common about our problems..ok than till here..DAMN TIRED! its sleeping time!!haha

xoxo afan

SATURDAY FEVER!

2009-05-03T15:07:00.011+08:00

Hey guys!! a few days ive been silent..Well busy with stuffs..OK! Yesterday was a long but fun day! woohhoo!! really enjoyed with them..hahah.Well the day started out working.I was working for short hours from 11a.m-3p.m..As usual work is BORING!...

Ok after work beep fiq and met him at tampines interchange.After that we headed to suntec to withdraw some cash.And after its SHOPPING TIME!!haha..Kiter feeling org kaya sekejap..naik cab all the way..hiak2..We cab to orchard to meet mamat and yan..N to my surprise they are wearing SELEKEH!hahaha..coz they have not been going home the night before.So yeah we went to the crumpler boutique and hunt for a suitable bag.Mamat and fiq bought the same bag for school on the other hand I bought a smaller casual bag.OK BEST! now all of us have crumpler bag..wwoohooo! jiwer2!..

Ok after that we cab to queensway shopping mall to buy fiq's stuff.We went round and round the shopping centre and it was damn tiring!!But this EVERLAST slippers caught my eye..with not much questions.GRAB IT!...Fiq bought his nikes shoes and a baseball cap..We were damn tired so we headed back to Pasir Ris but this time taking the MRT coz after much shopping we were all broke...hahaa!!!So Iman pick us up from the interchange and as what we have planned to watch "JANGAN TEGOR"a malay horror movie..so we headed to down to downtowneast to booked our tix to get the best seats for the midnight show.

After that Iman and me went to simei to watch the Anugerah audition..Tapi tinggal last kopek org jek...hahahah!! Sayangnyer JUP tak qualify to the next round..dont give up try again next time aites?So we headed back to Pasir Ris to meet the rest including syaf and iqek and watch "JANGAN TEGOR" ...kecoh per cerita.!! IM WARNING YOU GUYS WHO HAVE WEAK HEARTED PLZ DONT WATCH THAT SHOW!! saper2 yg ade heart attack confirm dah mati!!hahahah..IMAN KECOH KAPEERR!!STEP MAKAN BAB TKNK TENGOK PART SERAM!!hahah..BO TKMO JADIK KENTAL UH BO! ...hahahhaa..ok till here den..adios..!

xoxo ~afan~

ToWn MaDneSS

2009-04-29T21:09:00.014+08:00

---Feeling skaterz ---

Today, headed to town after my briefing at school at around 1.30 in the afternoon.Suceeded to psycho faidhi to cabot class and follow me..hahahha..We met MIMI at somerset and went to cineleisure..

As usual with our krazy attitude we went around disturbing strangers around us..hahah.."HEY!BAPAK KAU!"hahha..Window shopping and I could not find that thing that I wanted to buy..feeling paranoid and went to Mcdonalds to have our quick bite.Faidhi added to my tense as he got to go off to mit his gal..CHAP NONOK tol!!hahahah..but its ok..every guys are like that..

So we went to bugis to get some stuff..Faidhi bought his clothes and i bought something for her.
After faidhi had left...Its left with me and mimi..SOUNDS SO GAY RITE??hahahah...but nevermind tetap kecoh...we walk the whole bugis area and to sim lim square..DAMN!! our legs are falling apart...damn tirreeeddd!!hahah..but sempat bergamba la kn...hahahah..till here den...XOXO ~AFAN~

I Need To Sit Down And Have A Tea With God One Day

2009-04-29T00:26:00.003+08:00

Ok in today's post Im going to make it short and simple..FEELING TIREDD!!AARRGGH!!..school is driving me crazy!

Well, had a normal school day today..CRAZY CLASSMATES!!hahah ..playing around with kotex and condoms in class..how interesting was that..hahahah!!

She is having a bad day today and I do not know why..Hope that god allow me to understand you better..Just hoping u would tell me soon aites.SMILE DEAR!!I just wana thank you for that polo-t u bought fer me..maalluu peerr...

And now I am still wondering wad should i get for her???any random gift??any ideas guys??hahaha..

till here den..

xoxo afan....

Walking With The Dead

2009-04-25T16:23:00.008+08:00

I have been skipping work for 2 straight days.HAH! Im getting bored of working.Im tired with my school stuff and it brings me no mood for work.

So the story starts here.Yesterday night we went exploring with iman's friends and headed to the CEMETRIES.!!!DAMN!! baru masok jek bulu roma ternaik per...hahahha!!Together we had around 17 people following us.So I had the motivation to went out and walk around the graveyards.Ok frankly speaking this is the first time Im doing such a stupid thing but well there is always the first time for everyting.But after awhile I was not feeling scared at all..We were even brave to take videos and also take pictures in the cementries..WTF!!hahahah!!

But the most spookiest part was when we entered the Islam First Block cemetry.It is the first few cemetry existed in singapore.Which means the oldest cementry there.The latest year I had seen was in the year 1977..wow! that was before our parents exsisted I was like facing downwards all the way, and guess wad I was the LAST PERSON!..OMG! luckily Im a brave and strong person!!HIAK3!

We have went to every part of the cemetries and it was a great experience.Getting to experience the athmosphere in the cemetries during the night and also get the chance to walk with the dead.HAHAHAH!!

Well!! In yesterday's trip everyone had their new nicknames..let me introduce to u guys thier new names..

FIQ~~~~~~FIQ PENGACARAH

MAMAT~~MAMAT CAMERAMAN

IMAN~~~~IMAN STEP CUTE (BANG! TKNK BANG!)

AFAN~~~~AFAN TRANSLATER

MIMI~~~~MI LEMBEK (Giving lots of excuses why he do not want to go out of the car)

YAN~~~~~YAN GAYBOY (hugging to mimi all the way)

HIAK3!!till here den..there is only a few pics wif me as most of it and the videos is with iman..till here den..

xoxo ~AFAN~